Monday, November 30, 2009

New Moon!

Watched New Moon last night....I prepared for my worse expectation since i read some negative critics from E!....but it turn out to be the opposite....Love it!...of course its not the best of the best but since i haven't read the novel....My curiosity was on high as it was hard for me to predict and at one point i sucked in my full fat tummy, nervous on what will happen next!
Oh...ooooooooo...ah....love the 'beautiful' vampires and wolves....heheheheh..Bella stupidity was entertaining too...
The sequel, i guess better than the first.

It's December, Tomorrow

This is one of my favourite month of the year apart from October....tomorrow is December...which means, Christmas is around the corner. I haven't put up the Christmas tree yet even though i promise to my nephew and my daughter that i will put it up yesterday but i was so lazy and tired. I'll try to do it today.
My nephew have been singing jingle bell song since last week....and sometimes we become the victim to sing it for him....my daughter will dance and try to pluck his finger (her dad taught her that) when she hears my nephew sing. And that entertain the whole house.
December, apart for the extra money spending month, it will be special as the month becomes an official month for most family to get together...kinda annual general meeting...and this is the time we eat lots and lots of cakes, meat and liquoring! and this is the month where i get extra kgs! argghhh....I can't wait to meet, joke and gossip around with my cousins and aunties.....
Anyway, before i can enjoy all of these, i need to get my office workload done first!Arghhhh...crucial month in the office...budget! budget! budget!....workplan! workplan!workplan!....and i never did this before...i learnt that i cant rush to do the workplan...need time to think, think, think, observation and study, study study....arghhhhhh....
Next week i will be off with my family to some place, attending something and after xmas, My hubby and I, together with our daughter,will be heading to Miri to attend at least two weddings. Hope to get home right before new year....BBQ!!!!yummy food!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The old and new

In my previous two jobs, I was most of the time occupied with my office task and sometimes i can be really really damn busy until i forgot to eat or need some overtime to finish my work. I remember how i struggle to find alternatives and how i was so proactive on critical thinking and being argumentative during discussion(positive one bah). That time, i think i'm very useful and valuable to the company.....yeah thats how feel...Just that i'm not so satisfied with my wage (everyone was)
Now, in my current job, i'm so grateful with my salary but i'm not that happy....i've been asking myself for quite sometimes why i'm not happy here....i dont have problem with colleagues or my sub-o....i dont think they have much prob with me (i know they are not happy with their wages but be patient guys,hang on there guys, i'm doing my best to fight for it)....i enjoyed the activities they have here..BUT
SOmehow i just have some very unhappy feelings....and i think now i know why after awhile.My current position is very challenging but somehow my job is seasonal...occupied on certain time only...i get very demotivated and passive....when i force myself to get active, i feel stress....
Currently, i'm lobbying a proposal...i hope that proposal will help me to get myself back active and help the sub-o....i know they are too free now....not so being challenge. I dont see them as busy as myself from my previous job.

On and Off

It's been awhile again....
I was just lazy to update, somtimes i wanted to write but forgot, sometimes too stress to write or just dunno what to write....
Somehow today, i'm feel i need to do something and first thought was to write here....
for the past 2 months i did:
1. paperworks, paperworks and paperworks....i need at least 2 weeks each to finish it...i was superstress coz my mind stuck and numb....ideas can just be gone for seconds.Not enough sleep etc....I didnt spend much time playing with my daughter...

2. During raya break, my family and i visited major towns on the eastern side of Sabah....the trip was kind of fun and interesting, even though tiring.

3.I enjoyed the tennis USA open....was fan of Wozniacki and Oudin....was sohappy that finally there is someone else other than Nadal who can defeat Federer...Del Potro

4.had bad ulcer in my throat...can't eat or talk and i lost 4kg because of that....Yeay! but i gain few more after that...blame on durian season....I eat durian everyday....every single day until i get bloated.

5.cut my hair...

6. went to Tip of Borneo again

7. blah blah blah...oppsss go to go now...forgotten to do something...i'll be writing again....but dunno when....hihihihi

Monday, August 17, 2009

Tiring weekend!

Played company futsal tournament for two days....saturday nite was the mix category and sunday the ladies category. Both got for 3rd place....actually almost manage to enter the final but i guess its all about luck....haiya....
Anyway, we are considered underdog. I didnt expect the ladies category we can get any placing but somehow we survived!!!!
During the mix catergory, i played on defensive and midfield position....was so tired, ran almost all over the field....
By next day, i was extremely tired and could not lift up my energy to do the same...so i stayed most of the time at the defence area....dissapointed though could not feed much opportunity to the striker, coz the plan was to do so just like during the training. I tried to do long distance shoot but i hardly could put the momentum on my leg...haiya...
manage to score some goals but really regretted my semifinal penalty, didnt get through....
anyway, still happy to get the 3rd placing coz didnt expect it.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Hopefully a fullday of hazeless!

After two weeks of thick haze out there, now i finally get back my office view....i can see the islands from my office and the blue sea and the traffic jam... and the shopping complexes......but it seems like its gonna rain at least in the evening....hmmm
I'm early to my office today and nobody around yet. I sent my hubby to the airport and my daughter to the daycare centre and straight to the office.I decided to take nap for at least an hour before everybody comes,but in the end i played dart next door.... at least nobody sees how bad i played....very off the dart board. Most of time it hit the polystyrene instead of the board....muahahahhahahaha
OH yesterday, one of IT colleague told me abt our use to be IT boss, announced to the other side of IT dept that he resigned. and one of the senior IT staff reaction was "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS" and the boss got so offended and started to remind everyone, how everybody owed him big time ....YEAH RIGHT!i know most of the time they suffered under him....Infact actually everybody is happy he is resigning....I know he actually have some valuable knowledge that he can share with the staff but he never did. Instead he sometimes make fool of the staff....

Friday, August 7, 2009

Its friday!

It's friday and as usual office will be more relax than other days and filled up with laughter, gossip, practising for their scrable, dart and carrom competition this weekend ....hehehe....plus the big boss is not in the office for half of the day. BYk juga curi tulang....including me writing this blog now....After this i'll be busy on planning few things for work.
Anyway, the visibility outside is still bad, i can only see pulau gaya....i plan to go back home this afternoon but i'm too exausted after the futsal training yesterday. Kesian juga bah our co. ni....not many of the ladies want to join the sports carnival....so most of the event, the participant will be the same....bukanlah cakap i'm good...infact, i'm very sure theres a lot more better players from other subsidiaries but well i love to join the fun and torture....muahahahhahahaha....

Thursday, August 6, 2009

"baba di"...

That's what my daughter say (meaning babai daddy) when he sees her daddy putting on shoes...Perhaps she knows her daddy is going back to Labuan today after 10 days of sick leave. My hubby had his appendix operation last week Monday. He felt pain on his abdomen two days before but he did not suspect it was appendix. I did indicate him that, but he doubt it coz its not at the place it suppose to be and ignored the pain.

On his way to Menumbok last week's monday, he can't take it anymore and manage to get a lift to the nearby clinic. At the clinic the doc immediately called for an ambulance to send him to Kuala Penyu hospital. When he called me, he is being lifted by ambulance, i knew he gonna have operation for that. So i went to Kuala Penyu hospital with my uncle and bro in law. Upon reaching the hospital, the ambulance was ready to send my hubby to QEH in kk. So i followed the ambulance to kk. My hubby seems to be pale and in damn pain. SO didnt say much but i couldnt help myself but wanting to LAUGH. I dunno why but his face espression was funny. He looked at me and mad at me, but i told him, if i cry, he would be excruciating!

IT was 2 and half hour journey to reach KK and 3 quater to the destination, the ambulance starts the siren...as i look through the window, i see all the cars starts to slow down and signaled to the left....and i was thinking, wow, this is COOL!....When i told my hubby, he said "haiya!"

I know he was mad at me, but i think i was not that too worried coz i was sure it would be alright. Reaching QEH, the emergency room seems to be full and the doc was not attending him immediately....the nurses asked silly question like "painful kah?"...budusssss.....

SO looking at the situation, i requested to move to private medical centre. Once again we were transported into ambulance and this time no siren. The surgeon specialist was fortunately there and immediately arrange for an operation. Right before they entered the OT, a pregnant lady needed to be operated urgently, so my hubby have to wait at least 1 hour....after that he was operated and the surgeon told me that the appendix was ruptured and thats why he suffered the pain. He told me not to worry as everything was cleaned up and fine.

so the next few days, i accompanied my hubby in the ward but still manage to drop by to the office and some meetings.
He somehow enjoyed his 10 days mc as he spend most of his time with our daughter...and feed the fish...oh yeah, i farm tilapia now with my dad...we have at least 80 to 100...nothing serious, just a hobby.

Oh Yeah! thanks to the surgeon. He really care about my hubby, he called to ask my hubby's condition. That doc is damn cool and funny!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Nur Kasih

Ok....While my sister has been lately crazy about korean series (boys before flowers and full house),I have been watching Nur Kasih drama on TV3 for the past 2 months....it runs every friday at 9pm.
The storyline was quite interesting. Even though it touches a little bit muslim practises, but overall its very nice. They shoots the drama in malaysia, sydney, egypt and other places. The way they shoots i guess was quite unique and good quality, Its not easy to find such quality in malaysia local made drama.I like the acting, not overacting, quite natural, if they hug, they really hug ok, when they get drunk, its seems to be real...you seldom see this in local drama.
Apart from that, the script was ok, clothing was ok, make up not overdone, realistic,and i can say the directing is superb.
Earlier on i mention about this drama touches some muslim practices and also life. It was not too extreme, it somehow can be watched by all malaysian.
My aunties, my mom, my cousins and my sis also watches this after i recommended to them.
If want to know more about it, search it at youtube

Time to get active

It has been busy month for me. Have to prepare some paperwork and we have sports carnival. Took part on two events...badminton and volleyball... and coming soon futsal....gosh! I dont have stamina for these games but its fun to join....My badminton was quite ok....i mean won few matches and walk over one due to my partner injury, but that's fine for me. As long as she dont spoil her leg. VOlleyball was stiff competition but was very fun.....my team height average was 165cm....except for our GMD who was part of the team,stands at 6 foot plus i guess...and our opponent average like 180 or 175cm...
Futsal gonna torture me badly on stamina....i went to the first training with my colleagues. After two rounds of running up and down the court, we desperately needed oxygen to breath....and while runnign i can feel the flabby tummy flipping up and down. This proves how i have been eating most of the time and never had exercise like for decades! I dunno what will happen on the match day when we meet the teams who plays almost every week for the past one year....gosh!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Federer the Great!

It's really worth to watch the wimbledon gentlemen tennis final last sunday nite....love the match though it was drag up to 5th set and up to 16th point!....Roddick seems to be on his top form, just luck is not on his side.....Anyway, I guess Federer deserved it after all. For me it's one of the most remarkable match i ever watch apart form the last year epic between Nadal and federer.

The Ear

I might be known to my friends and families, the ear….not only loves to eavesdropping (Don’t blame on me but I guess im always lucky to accidently hear or perhaps some can’t control their volume) but also always have lend my ear to their problems. Some desperately needed to pour out their heartaches, problems…some even crying, needed help or even seek for my opinion and decision (can u believe that some people just don’t know what they need)…..always, always I can’t reject when they needed my ear…..so I gave them what they wanted…personal opinion, advices n time. I never never never expect anything in return. I’ve been doing this since I was in secondary school ( I guess I’m a good listener) and Some friends says, I should open a counseling clinic and charge (Yeah right!). You might think I’m just boasting here but actually is not an advantage at all. Truly, I’ve been keeping it to myself my frustration, tiredness and stupidity for the craps being told to me.

I just don’t get it why some never been grateful to what they have or being grateful to the hardtime they have been through. They just keep on complaining of some imperfection, regretting the past, problem with the bf, gf, spouse,colleagues, family etc….they never have realize that all of that have made them of what they are today. I don’t mind listening to it but please have a mercy on my feeling. What you all think im just a problem dumpster? Look for me only when you have problem?.....one of them even so forceful need my advice and paid me with lunch/dinner and dare to say to me “so we’re even. I don’t owe u”…gosh!!!!....what am I to them? I was so hurt I was being treated like that on one of the scenario but I didn’t say much as that particular person is close to me . Perhaps he/she just want to be assured that they are genius than me or to confirm I’m stupid. Whats the point.?

I guess what I’ve done has never been appreciated (it’s not that I want it but it is something which supposed to come naturally) and im pretty sure keeping in touch with me is an obligation to them which I never asked for. When I really needed someone to speak to, its very hard for me to find one who always be there. I’m not saying there have been thousands seeking my ear, but all I can say, I can make a book out of all the problems I ever heard personally from them. Some are never ending story.

Ok I think I got to stop this…..hmmm….why am I writing this? Just another crapping session

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Crapping out!

Okay, I know I haven't been consistently blogging. Simply just because of I’m busy and tired aka lazy …Usually I will blog when I’m at work right before lunch time (really?)…I don’t really have time to blog or surf at night. I spend most of my night time with Amber and of course catching up my tv series….Monday = House, Tuesday = CSI:NY, Wednesday= CSI….and other days reading and sleeping in front of tv….
Today at work, I’m totally lost….. I have lots of pending works to finish but I dunno how to start it. I chatted with my cousin on the phone a while ago just to make myself feel guilty for curi tulang so that I can start doing something with my work. But still, I’m lost. Perhaps I’m sleepy and tired.
Last week I was extremely occupied with completing some paperworks, planning and task organizing when in the end I got feedback “So this is it. Wah! So cepat you finish?”…. I thought I was and expect to be ‘kena sindir’….What a relieved to get such feedback…..Anyway, I need to wait for the critic at least for another week and I expect I will be bombarded with so many questions
I was struggling to finish it. I can’t sleep at night thinking about the paperworks but actually at the same time enjoy doing it late at night coz I got to do my work while watching my baby sleep peacefully. To me finishing my work late at night is best time coz I got most of the ideas at that time and no disturbance. It’s just that next morning I’ll be struggling to keep myself awake at work and sleeping during lunch time. I did fell asleep while working…..really…I only realize it like 3 minutes later. Not once but few times.
Since I have submitted it, now I’ve got to restore back my normality of sleep. Unfortunately , I can’t. Amber got her fever last nite due to teething. SO she is restless and every hour she get hungry. I was awake at every hour for at least 15 minutes to feed her….but actually both of us took the chance to watch the Wimbledon Tennis grand slam….yeah, Amber does watch sports like her mommy does….heheheheh…. Perhaps she doesn’t understand what is going on but she’s watching it as if she anticipate the game! She can focus watching any sports longer than watching cartoon!
Ok I guess I’ve been crapping here….need to get back to work now

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Barcelona you deserves!

So what if Man U lost? 0-2 I've expected this too happen as Barcelona perform marvellously the whole season. While Man U was struggling mid of the season.

Anyway, Amber and i was sleeping at living room hoping to wake and catch the match at 2.30am (Amber watch football ok!she can watch quietly at least 5 minutes before she lost focus and look for something to chew. After that she'll continue to watch).

I guess both of us tired and overslept....I managed to watch part of it only and the trophy giving ceremony which was between 3.30am to 5.30am

and now i'm sleepy...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Adam Lambert defeated!

Yeay! the underdog finally outshine the hmmm...should i say "rock dog"... hooray!!!
I love Kris but I do have some doubt what will happen to him next...I just hope Kris will shine brightly in his career...

what im pretty sure of, Adam Lambert will gonna be winning some grammy awards...with the vocal ability and vampish eyes....He's gonna melt many people out there

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

Oh my God! oh my God! KRIS ALLEN is the AI winner! Biggest upset in american idol history! i LIKE it!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

To all Liverpool fan....

MANCHESTER UNITED is the best!....Glory, Glory man united...la la la la.
We won the premier league 3 years in a row now!
Sorry darling, my sticker need to go on top. Your liverpool sticker need to go bottom. ROad tax need to be at the bottom most.

Adam Lambert vs Kris Allen!

Alright everyone! I know, I know you all love Adam Lambert and hope he'll win it; pretty much everyone is confident he'll win it...Adam have pretty outstanding vocal ability...very unique and perhaps you hardly find one nowadays....(forget about Aweera (OIAM3), Adam is trillion times better than him)....

BUT i am putting my hope high Kris Allen will win this competition! ...If he does, he's gonna create the biggest upset in American Idol history. He deserved it coz every week he gets better and better. Nobody expects him to be in finale

WEek after week i kinda get bored with Adam's performance....yeah its true...even though its memorable, i thinks its similar every week and predictable.
Whereas for Kris, im not so fancied on his vocal but his performances are unpredictable week after week....

anyway my favourite vocal of this season is DANNY GOKEY...his sexy, husky, sultry, heavy vocal really awwwwwwwwwwe me.....love it. Just disspointed on his song choice

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Champions League!

It's down to Arsenal, Manutd, Chelsea and Barcelona for semifinals!.
Sorry Liverpool, you're out!
Who will be to through to final? Would it be Manutd vs Chelsea again for this season 2008/2009? I doubt it. But it's still possible. If I'm to predict based on this season performance and consistency, Barca may through to final and win the cup!....but well, anything can happen...who knows the Gunners might win it. And of course i want my red devils win it! cross your fingers manutd fan!!!!!!!!!

Falling Slowly

Watch this. Beautiful song. Kris Allen sang it in the American Idol 8 Top 7 show. Love it!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Megan

Arghhhhhhhh forget about Megan Joy Corkrey......After watching her last 3 performances, i dont like it at all....she have great vocal tone but oh my God....she is too quirky...

Fresh Talent!

heard of Yuna? Wow this malaysian is one big talented girl. She composed her own songs and she plays guitar as well as piano....She put on beautiful lyrics on her music....well watch yourself on these videos:-

Deeper Conversation


...Dan Sebenarnya

Thursday, March 5, 2009

It's been a while

Haven't been here for quite sometimes.... past 2 months lots of thing happened! but lazy to talk about it. Anyway, i've watched Slumdog Millionaire recently and it's damn good movie. I recommend everyone to watch it....i bet u all know that this movie have won 8 oscar recently. So, watched it.
Also, It's AI season....i like Megan Joy Corkrey but unfortunately she have not make it to final 12. Perhaps she'll be given the wildcard. Waiting for it tomorrow.. i like her unique vocal!