Ba ba ba....!

working out on something

2010-03-17T08:22:00.003+08:00

It's been busy time for the past 3 months. Going out of the town,leaving my Amber behind for days for almost everyweek is just something not fun to do. Everytime i come back, she'll be crying and hugging me madly and wouldn't want me to be out of her sight....she'll be following me everywhere i go, even to the washroom. Nobody can carry her if i'm around.
With so much thing to be reorganize at work and even myself (yeah, i need to reorganize my routine), i hope to go for holiday this year end....where to? dunno yet...but i think i want put things everything in place by august and just regularize the work routine by then and go for holiday....

2010 here we are!

2010-01-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to you all....
I'm back to work from holi,jolly holiday....It was fun to meet the cousins and drank Michael Jackson....yeah it's black and white. Actually didnt spend much time hanging out with all cousins, everybody have their own agenda...but at least we did gathered on xmas and new year. Prepared gift from them...and as usual i was so excited to see them opening the presents. My daughter and my nephew received the most! and now the hse full of toys!...and Amber have lots of dresses to choose!...i think the dresses are enough for many occassions for whole 2010!
I baked 10 cakes,fruit cakes and prune cakes....and its all gone
I'm no expert but just in bake craze mood....added rum to some of those cake and it tasted nice!
Went to Miri to attend wedding and i kinda tired of the travelling...my daughter doesnt want anyone to carry her...except me. She scared to walk as she know nobody around her...
Eating, eating and eating has been always the main agenda year end holiday... but this time i think i ate less than last last year. Ahakkkksss...but i guess still enough to make me put on weight! Yikes!

New Moon!

2009-11-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

Watched New Moon last night....I prepared for my worse expectation since i read some negative critics from E!....but it turn out to be the opposite....Love it!...of course its not the best of the best but since i haven't read the novel....My curiosity was on high as it was hard for me to predict and at one point i sucked in my full fat tummy, nervous on what will happen next!
Oh...ooooooooo...ah....love the 'beautiful' vampires and wolves....heheheheh..Bella stupidity was entertaining too...
The sequel, i guess better than the first.

It's December, Tomorrow

2009-11-30T09:11:00.002+08:00

This is one of my favourite month of the year apart from October....tomorrow is December...which means, Christmas is around the corner. I haven't put up the Christmas tree yet even though i promise to my nephew and my daughter that i will put it up yesterday but i was so lazy and tired. I'll try to do it today.
My nephew have been singing jingle bell song since last week....and sometimes we become the victim to sing it for him....my daughter will dance and try to pluck his finger (her dad taught her that) when she hears my nephew sing. And that entertain the whole house.
December, apart for the extra money spending month, it will be special as the month becomes an official month for most family to get together...kinda annual general meeting...and this is the time we eat lots and lots of cakes, meat and liquoring! and this is the month where i get extra kgs! argghhh....I can't wait to meet, joke and gossip around with my cousins and aunties.....
Anyway, before i can enjoy all of these, i need to get my office workload done first!Arghhhh...crucial month in the office...budget! budget! budget!....workplan! workplan!workplan!....and i never did this before...i learnt that i cant rush to do the workplan...need time to think, think, think, observation and study, study study....arghhhhhh....
Next week i will be off with my family to some place, attending something and after xmas, My hubby and I, together with our daughter,will be heading to Miri to attend at least two weddings. Hope to get home right before new year....BBQ!!!!yummy food!

The old and new

2009-10-21T16:26:00.004+08:00

In my previous two jobs, I was most of the time occupied with my office task and sometimes i can be really really damn busy until i forgot to eat or need some overtime to finish my work. I remember how i struggle to find alternatives and how i was so proactive on critical thinking and being argumentative during discussion(positive one bah). That time, i think i'm very useful and valuable to the company.....yeah thats how feel...Just that i'm not so satisfied with my wage (everyone was)
Now, in my current job, i'm so grateful with my salary but i'm not that happy....i've been asking myself for quite sometimes why i'm not happy here....i dont have problem with colleagues or my sub-o....i dont think they have much prob with me (i know they are not happy with their wages but be patient guys,hang on there guys, i'm doing my best to fight for it)....i enjoyed the activities they have here..BUT
SOmehow i just have some very unhappy feelings....and i think now i know why after awhile.My current position is very challenging but somehow my job is seasonal...occupied on certain time only...i get very demotivated and passive....when i force myself to get active, i feel stress....
Currently, i'm lobbying a proposal...i hope that proposal will help me to get myself back active and help the sub-o....i know they are too free now....not so being challenge. I dont see them as busy as myself from my previous job.

On and Off

2009-10-21T15:54:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile again....
I was just lazy to update, somtimes i wanted to write but forgot, sometimes too stress to write or just dunno what to write....
Somehow today, i'm feel i need to do something and first thought was to write here....
for the past 2 months i did:
1. paperworks, paperworks and paperworks....i need at least 2 weeks each to finish it...i was superstress coz my mind stuck and numb....ideas can just be gone for seconds.Not enough sleep etc....I didnt spend much time playing with my daughter...

2. During raya break, my family and i visited major towns on the eastern side of Sabah....the trip was kind of fun and interesting, even though tiring.

3.I enjoyed the tennis USA open....was fan of Wozniacki and Oudin....was sohappy that finally there is someone else other than Nadal who can defeat Federer...Del Potro

4.had bad ulcer in my throat...can't eat or talk and i lost 4kg because of that....Yeay! but i gain few more after that...blame on durian season....I eat durian everyday....every single day until i get bloated.

5.cut my hair...

6. went to Tip of Borneo again

7. blah blah blah...oppsss go to go now...forgotten to do something...i'll be writing again....but dunno when....hihihihi

Tiring weekend!

2009-08-17T10:46:00.003+08:00

Played company futsal tournament for two days....saturday nite was the mix category and sunday the ladies category. Both got for 3rd place....actually almost manage to enter the final but i guess its all about luck....haiya....
Anyway, we are considered underdog. I didnt expect the ladies category we can get any placing but somehow we survived!!!!
During the mix catergory, i played on defensive and midfield position....was so tired, ran almost all over the field....
By next day, i was extremely tired and could not lift up my energy to do the same...so i stayed most of the time at the defence area....dissapointed though could not feed much opportunity to the striker, coz the plan was to do so just like during the training. I tried to do long distance shoot but i hardly could put the momentum on my leg...haiya...
manage to score some goals but really regretted my semifinal penalty, didnt get through....
anyway, still happy to get the 3rd placing coz didnt expect it.

Hopefully a fullday of hazeless!

2009-08-11T07:40:00.004+08:00

After two weeks of thick haze out there, now i finally get back my office view....i can see the islands from my office and the blue sea and the traffic jam... and the shopping complexes......but it seems like its gonna rain at least in the evening....hmmm
I'm early to my office today and nobody around yet. I sent my hubby to the airport and my daughter to the daycare centre and straight to the office.I decided to take nap for at least an hour before everybody comes,but in the end i played dart next door.... at least nobody sees how bad i played....very off the dart board. Most of time it hit the polystyrene instead of the board....muahahahhahahaha
OH yesterday, one of IT colleague told me abt our use to be IT boss, announced to the other side of IT dept that he resigned. and one of the senior IT staff reaction was "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS" and the boss got so offended and started to remind everyone, how everybody owed him big time ....YEAH RIGHT!i know most of the time they suffered under him....Infact actually everybody is happy he is resigning....I know he actually have some valuable knowledge that he can share with the staff but he never did. Instead he sometimes make fool of the staff....

Its friday!

2009-08-07T09:10:00.003+08:00

It's friday and as usual office will be more relax than other days and filled up with laughter, gossip, practising for their scrable, dart and carrom competition this weekend ....hehehe....plus the big boss is not in the office for half of the day. BYk juga curi tulang....including me writing this blog now....After this i'll be busy on planning few things for work.
Anyway, the visibility outside is still bad, i can only see pulau gaya....i plan to go back home this afternoon but i'm too exausted after the futsal training yesterday. Kesian juga bah our co. ni....not many of the ladies want to join the sports carnival....so most of the event, the participant will be the same....bukanlah cakap i'm good...infact, i'm very sure theres a lot more better players from other subsidiaries but well i love to join the fun and torture....muahahahhahahaha....

"baba di"...

2009-08-06T09:35:00.004+08:00

That's what my daughter say (meaning babai daddy) when he sees her daddy putting on shoes...Perhaps she knows her daddy is going back to Labuan today after 10 days of sick leave. My hubby had his appendix operation last week Monday. He felt pain on his abdomen two days before but he did not suspect it was appendix. I did indicate him that, but he doubt it coz its not at the place it suppose to be and ignored the pain.

On his way to Menumbok last week's monday, he can't take it anymore and manage to get a lift to the nearby clinic. At the clinic the doc immediately called for an ambulance to send him to Kuala Penyu hospital. When he called me, he is being lifted by ambulance, i knew he gonna have operation for that. So i went to Kuala Penyu hospital with my uncle and bro in law. Upon reaching the hospital, the ambulance was ready to send my hubby to QEH in kk. So i followed the ambulance to kk. My hubby seems to be pale and in damn pain. SO didnt say much but i couldnt help myself but wanting to LAUGH. I dunno why but his face espression was funny. He looked at me and mad at me, but i told him, if i cry, he would be excruciating!

IT was 2 and half hour journey to reach KK and 3 quater to the destination, the ambulance starts the siren...as i look through the window, i see all the cars starts to slow down and signaled to the left....and i was thinking, wow, this is COOL!....When i told my hubby, he said "haiya!"

I know he was mad at me, but i think i was not that too worried coz i was sure it would be alright. Reaching QEH, the emergency room seems to be full and the doc was not attending him immediately....the nurses asked silly question like "painful kah?"...budusssss.....

SO looking at the situation, i requested to move to private medical centre. Once again we were transported into ambulance and this time no siren. The surgeon specialist was fortunately there and immediately arrange for an operation. Right before they entered the OT, a pregnant lady needed to be operated urgently, so my hubby have to wait at least 1 hour....after that he was operated and the surgeon told me that the appendix was ruptured and thats why he suffered the pain. He told me not to worry as everything was cleaned up and fine.

so the next few days, i accompanied my hubby in the ward but still manage to drop by to the office and some meetings.
He somehow enjoyed his 10 days mc as he spend most of his time with our daughter...and feed the fish...oh yeah, i farm tilapia now with my dad...we have at least 80 to 100...nothing serious, just a hobby.

Oh Yeah! thanks to the surgeon. He really care about my hubby, he called to ask my hubby's condition. That doc is damn cool and funny!

Nur Kasih

2009-08-04T10:16:00.004+08:00

Ok....While my sister has been lately crazy about korean series (boys before flowers and full house),I have been watching Nur Kasih drama on TV3 for the past 2 months....it runs every friday at 9pm.
The storyline was quite interesting. Even though it touches a little bit muslim practises, but overall its very nice. They shoots the drama in malaysia, sydney, egypt and other places. The way they shoots i guess was quite unique and good quality, Its not easy to find such quality in malaysia local made drama.I like the acting, not overacting, quite natural, if they hug, they really hug ok, when they get drunk, its seems to be real...you seldom see this in local drama.
Apart from that, the script was ok, clothing was ok, make up not overdone, realistic,and i can say the directing is superb.
Earlier on i mention about this drama touches some muslim practices and also life. It was not too extreme, it somehow can be watched by all malaysian.
My aunties, my mom, my cousins and my sis also watches this after i recommended to them.
If want to know more about it, search it at youtube

Time to get active

2009-08-04T10:00:00.002+08:00

It has been busy month for me. Have to prepare some paperwork and we have sports carnival. Took part on two events...badminton and volleyball... and coming soon futsal....gosh! I dont have stamina for these games but its fun to join....My badminton was quite ok....i mean won few matches and walk over one due to my partner injury, but that's fine for me. As long as she dont spoil her leg. VOlleyball was stiff competition but was very fun.....my team height average was 165cm....except for our GMD who was part of the team,stands at 6 foot plus i guess...and our opponent average like 180 or 175cm...
Futsal gonna torture me badly on stamina....i went to the first training with my colleagues. After two rounds of running up and down the court, we desperately needed oxygen to breath....and while runnign i can feel the flabby tummy flipping up and down. This proves how i have been eating most of the time and never had exercise like for decades! I dunno what will happen on the match day when we meet the teams who plays almost every week for the past one year....gosh!

Federer the Great!

2009-07-08T16:10:00.002+08:00

It's really worth to watch the wimbledon gentlemen tennis final last sunday nite....love the match though it was drag up to 5th set and up to 16th point!....Roddick seems to be on his top form, just luck is not on his side.....Anyway, I guess Federer deserved it after all. For me it's one of the most remarkable match i ever watch apart form the last year epic between Nadal and federer.

The Ear

2009-07-08T13:25:00.002+08:00

I might be known to my friends and families, the ear….not only loves to eavesdropping (Don’t blame on me but I guess im always lucky to accidently hear or perhaps some can’t control their volume) but also always have lend my ear to their problems. Some desperately needed to pour out their heartaches, problems…some even crying, needed help or even seek for my opinion and decision (can u believe that some people just don’t know what they need)…..always, always I can’t reject when they needed my ear…..so I gave them what they wanted…personal opinion, advices n time. I never never never expect anything in return. I’ve been doing this since I was in secondary school ( I guess I’m a good listener) and Some friends says, I should open a counseling clinic and charge (Yeah right!). You might think I’m just boasting here but actually is not an advantage at all. Truly, I’ve been keeping it to myself my frustration, tiredness and stupidity for the craps being told to me.

I just don’t get it why some never been grateful to what they have or being grateful to the hardtime they have been through. They just keep on complaining of some imperfection, regretting the past, problem with the bf, gf, spouse,colleagues, family etc….they never have realize that all of that have made them of what they are today. I don’t mind listening to it but please have a mercy on my feeling. What you all think im just a problem dumpster? Look for me only when you have problem?.....one of them even so forceful need my advice and paid me with lunch/dinner and dare to say to me “so we’re even. I don’t owe u”…gosh!!!!....what am I to them? I was so hurt I was being treated like that on one of the scenario but I didn’t say much as that particular person is close to me . Perhaps he/she just want to be assured that they are genius than me or to confirm I’m stupid. Whats the point.?

I guess what I’ve done has never been appreciated (it’s not that I want it but it is something which supposed to come naturally) and im pretty sure keeping in touch with me is an obligation to them which I never asked for. When I really needed someone to speak to, its very hard for me to find one who always be there. I’m not saying there have been thousands seeking my ear, but all I can say, I can make a book out of all the problems I ever heard personally from them. Some are never ending story.

Ok I think I got to stop this…..hmmm….why am I writing this? Just another crapping session

Crapping out!

2009-06-23T12:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, I know I haven't been consistently blogging. Simply just because of I’m busy and tired aka lazy …Usually I will blog when I’m at work right before lunch time (really?)…I don’t really have time to blog or surf at night. I spend most of my night time with Amber and of course catching up my tv series….Monday = House, Tuesday = CSI:NY, Wednesday= CSI….and other days reading and sleeping in front of tv….
Today at work, I’m totally lost….. I have lots of pending works to finish but I dunno how to start it. I chatted with my cousin on the phone a while ago just to make myself feel guilty for curi tulang so that I can start doing something with my work. But still, I’m lost. Perhaps I’m sleepy and tired.
Last week I was extremely occupied with completing some paperworks, planning and task organizing when in the end I got feedback “So this is it. Wah! So cepat you finish?”…. I thought I was and expect to be ‘kena sindir’….What a relieved to get such feedback…..Anyway, I need to wait for the critic at least for another week and I expect I will be bombarded with so many questions
I was struggling to finish it. I can’t sleep at night thinking about the paperworks but actually at the same time enjoy doing it late at night coz I got to do my work while watching my baby sleep peacefully. To me finishing my work late at night is best time coz I got most of the ideas at that time and no disturbance. It’s just that next morning I’ll be struggling to keep myself awake at work and sleeping during lunch time. I did fell asleep while working…..really…I only realize it like 3 minutes later. Not once but few times.
Since I have submitted it, now I’ve got to restore back my normality of sleep. Unfortunately , I can’t. Amber got her fever last nite due to teething. SO she is restless and every hour she get hungry. I was awake at every hour for at least 15 minutes to feed her….but actually both of us took the chance to watch the Wimbledon Tennis grand slam….yeah, Amber does watch sports like her mommy does….heheheheh…. Perhaps she doesn’t understand what is going on but she’s watching it as if she anticipate the game! She can focus watching any sports longer than watching cartoon!
Ok I guess I’ve been crapping here….need to get back to work now

Barcelona you deserves!

2009-05-28T11:52:00.004+08:00

So what if Man U lost? 0-2 I've expected this too happen as Barcelona perform marvellously the whole season. While Man U was struggling mid of the season.

Anyway, Amber and i was sleeping at living room hoping to wake and catch the match at 2.30am (Amber watch football ok!she can watch quietly at least 5 minutes before she lost focus and look for something to chew. After that she'll continue to watch).

I guess both of us tired and overslept....I managed to watch part of it only and the trophy giving ceremony which was between 3.30am to 5.30am

and now i'm sleepy...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Adam Lambert defeated!

2009-05-21T10:27:00.002+08:00

Yeay! the underdog finally outshine the hmmm...should i say "rock dog"... hooray!!!
I love Kris but I do have some doubt what will happen to him next...I just hope Kris will shine brightly in his career...

what im pretty sure of, Adam Lambert will gonna be winning some grammy awards...with the vocal ability and vampish eyes....He's gonna melt many people out there

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

2009-05-21T10:08:00.002+08:00

Oh my God! oh my God! KRIS ALLEN is the AI winner! Biggest upset in american idol history! i LIKE it!

To all Liverpool fan....

2009-05-20T14:26:00.003+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED is the best!....Glory, Glory man united...la la la la.
We won the premier league 3 years in a row now!
Sorry darling, my sticker need to go on top. Your liverpool sticker need to go bottom. ROad tax need to be at the bottom most.

Adam Lambert vs Kris Allen!

2009-05-20T10:19:00.003+08:00

Alright everyone! I know, I know you all love Adam Lambert and hope he'll win it; pretty much everyone is confident he'll win it...Adam have pretty outstanding vocal ability...very unique and perhaps you hardly find one nowadays....(forget about Aweera (OIAM3), Adam is trillion times better than him)....

BUT i am putting my hope high Kris Allen will win this competition! ...If he does, he's gonna create the biggest upset in American Idol history. He deserved it coz every week he gets better and better. Nobody expects him to be in finale

WEek after week i kinda get bored with Adam's performance....yeah its true...even though its memorable, i thinks its similar every week and predictable.
Whereas for Kris, im not so fancied on his vocal but his performances are unpredictable week after week....

anyway my favourite vocal of this season is DANNY GOKEY...his sexy, husky, sultry, heavy vocal really awwwwwwwwwwe me.....love it. Just disspointed on his song choice

Champions League!

2009-04-16T15:39:00.003+08:00

It's down to Arsenal, Manutd, Chelsea and Barcelona for semifinals!.
Sorry Liverpool, you're out!
Who will be to through to final? Would it be Manutd vs Chelsea again for this season 2008/2009? I doubt it. But it's still possible. If I'm to predict based on this season performance and consistency, Barca may through to final and win the cup!....but well, anything can happen...who knows the Gunners might win it. And of course i want my red devils win it! cross your fingers manutd fan!!!!!!!!!

Falling Slowly

2009-04-16T15:32:00.002+08:00

Watch this. Beautiful song. Kris Allen sang it in the American Idol 8 Top 7 show. Love it!

Megan

2009-03-26T16:54:00.002+08:00

Arghhhhhhhh forget about Megan Joy Corkrey......After watching her last 3 performances, i dont like it at all....she have great vocal tone but oh my God....she is too quirky...

Fresh Talent!

2009-03-26T16:34:00.003+08:00

heard of Yuna? Wow this malaysian is one big talented girl. She composed her own songs and she plays guitar as well as piano....She put on beautiful lyrics on her music....well watch yourself on these videos:-

Deeper Conversation

...Dan Sebenarnya

It's been a while

2009-03-05T14:34:00.005+08:00

Haven't been here for quite sometimes.... past 2 months lots of thing happened! but lazy to talk about it. Anyway, i've watched Slumdog Millionaire recently and it's damn good movie. I recommend everyone to watch it....i bet u all know that this movie have won 8 oscar recently. So, watched it.
Also, It's AI season....i like Megan Joy Corkrey but unfortunately she have not make it to final 12. Perhaps she'll be given the wildcard. Waiting for it tomorrow.. i like her unique vocal!

Twilight

2008-12-09T10:49:00.006+08:00

Hohoho.....it's December, one of my favourite month coz christmas is around the corner....Went to 1Borneo few days ago....wow love the christmas decor concept....it's fairyland in 1borneo....anyway i went there with my hubby not to shop but just to watch movie... watched Twilight!.....wow! love the movie so much....and most of the soundtrack in that movie are awesome.....very recommended to watch....actually, its about a teenage girl, Bella move to a small town and curious on this group of weird siblings. One of the siblings is her biology class partner, Edward and she found out that he is actually a VAMPIRE who consumes only animal blood (coz they try not to kill human). They fall in love but one day another group of bad vampire could not resist to suck bella's blood....watch the movie to find out on how the weird siblings save her...by the way,
check this out. It's one of the song in the movie...Flightless Bird by Iron and Wine

Hunks!

2008-11-14T15:35:00.004+08:00

I reliaze, just happen to realize, all the guys at my working place are good lookin...good lookin as in if you want to scold them u can't....that kind of look. There are few times, i walked with the guys at shopping malls for lunch and the ladies around staring at them and smiling.....our lunch table becomes the centre of attraction....but the girls of course dont know some of them are married......kambang idunglah diorang!

of course i kinda proud to be surrounded by glamourous colleagues.....except one....yucks...geli!
hahahahahahhahahaha...those who work there knows who am i talking about ....aha..evil i am....

Barack!

2008-11-05T13:46:00.003+08:00

Obama wins....I wonder what will happen next. I'm curious, though none of my biz, what will happen to the world since they (USA) are the biggest influence of world economic...oh damn! i'm talking as if i own bank.

Ten Rules of Happy Marriage!

2008-11-04T16:24:00.004+08:00

Is it? check this out....

1. Never both be angry at the same time.
2. Never yell at each other unless the house is on fire.
3. If one of you has to win an argument, let it be your mate.
4. If you must criticize, do it lovingly.
5. Never bring up mistakes of the past.
6. Neglect the whole world rather than each other.
7. Never go to sleep with an argument unsettled.
8. At least once every day say a kind or complimentary word to your life partner.
9. When you have done something wrong, admit it and ask for forgiveness.
10. Remember it takes two to make a quarrel. Usually, the one who talk most is the one who is guilty.

I'm Back....

2008-10-14T17:09:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm back....its been awhile. ..was on maternity leave....I gave birth to baby girl, 22nd August. Emelyn Amber looks like her dad...well everyone said so. What an experience that i can never forget and can't be describe. Pain? Yes....excited? definitely...tired? yes,sleepless nite....every night i have to wake up once or twice to feed Amber. She doesnt cry that much and not that cranky....My daily routines are waking up twice the most during nite time, in the morning i bathe her, feed her, cradle her, cuddle her.....and only by noon i can take my shower....I watched rerun of series on astro while taking care of her.... CSI, FRIENDS, Grey's Anatomy, HOUSE....etc....THis kept me awake even though super tired
I had to buy new office outfit since i add on some sizes....damn!....from M to XL...s*&t!

to be continued.....

Olympic 2008!

2008-08-13T14:59:00.002+08:00

In the mood of watching the games!....especially swimming with all the broad shoulder, tall and tanned.....but some have weird nose....waiting for the athletics event to start....at the moment, i watched most of the games.....including the weightlifting....me and my sis enjoyed it.....muahahhahahahah...

but one thing that i dont like abt this Beijing olympic.....the schedule.....its quite weird to have the finals in the morning and preliminaries round in the evening. Previous olympics, its the other way round.....when u have the finals in the morning, it's seems like it's not so happening......

To my Bear : I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

2008-07-31T15:07:00.005+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and I'm tryin to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my bestest
And nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn, to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
It's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
And bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I've been sayin' is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours

So please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Joshua goes to Nursery!

2008-07-08T13:52:00.002+08:00

Ok...i'm so curious what's happening with Joshua on his first day at Suausindak nursery. I think he's gonna cry but for not that long, maybe he will run a lot here and there, beat up some kids....hihihi....he usually love to hug first then beat up....my mom always kena.....
My sis and her hubby decided to send him to nursery, after firing our maid....actually we fired her because we feel suspicious on her, and her daughter (which she brings along)is very very outrageous (she takes things, dig out our things, walk ard without panty, dramatic, and liar) and Joshua doesn't like her.....

The SPANIARD!

2008-07-08T13:41:00.002+08:00

alright! First the euro 2008, the Spain won the cup...then the european golf tour, Pablo LARRAZABAL also from spain won the tournament.....and now the guy that does the 'spender adjustment'(dia suka kurik buhus dia bah) in his every serves, Rafael Nadal, won the Wimmbledon grand slam tennis 2008, stopping Roger Federer to win it 5 times in a row.....the tennis final lasted for more than 5 hours!....and it was incredible match! I guess, one of the best sport i ever watch after MU VS Bayern MUnich 98/99 champions league final and Michael Johnson won the 200m in 96' olympic in Atlanta.....

Euro 2008 Quaterfinals shocker!

2008-06-23T13:54:00.003+08:00

Wow!...what a tournament!....almost all the team group topper lost!....Portugal, Croatia and Holland lost to the 'weaker' team....except for Spain....i'm very entertained with all the live matches i watched on quaterfinals....and Yes, i did hope the underdog will outplay the top team....guess what? Germany, Turkey, Russia and Spain are through to semifinal....i consider Germany and Spain, underdog team since they haven't had any progress in Euro tournament for quite sometime. Germany vs Portugal,i did predict German can challenge the portugese....i dont see Portugal as 'strong' team.
Crotia vs Turkey match was the most dramatic match so far in this tournament, when the Croatian scored at the last minute of extra time, i thought its the end for the Turkey. But few second later, that bloody Semih Senturk, strike the unstoppable goal and made the Croatian failed on penalty shoot battle. U can really tell by looking at their face,the Croatian was so nervous and lost focus.
It was suprising to see the Russian was so solid on their defence....the Dutch was so irritated that they couldnt get through the wall....i guess Guus Hiddink knows how the Dutch play.
Spain Vs Italy, i knew, if the Spaniard can drag the Italian to penalty shoot out, they can definitely win the match. And yes it's proven. Spain won the penalty....
so the Semifinal fixtures gonna be German vs Turkey and Russia vs Spain......

more....

2008-06-23T13:26:00.005+08:00

sia malas mau berdiri pi cari angle yg bagus....berat bah perut sia....ada adik sia ambil gambar tapi blur....

P/S: sia tidak terambil gambar or video si Velvet coz mlm tu sia teda bw camera.....mauhahahahha.....

Velvet, Stacy, Jimmy n Kaamatan

2008-06-23T13:16:00.003+08:00

Nah....during the weekend, we had this Kaamatan festival at my kampung (Kg. Kolopis), just across the road of my hse....it was quite happening, even though it rained heavily and the wind was strong enough to blow everyone away…..
Velvet performed on Saturday nite right after the Sugandoi event. She sang 4 songs …..sumandak katagayan, langit ke7, kini detiknya and a number from Ajai song (lupa bah tajuk)….wah! bulih tahan oh!....she can really entertain everyone…..not just plainly singing but also communicating with the audience…..she had this technical problem during her 3rd song but she covered it by joking abt the problem…..
”nah, itulah semalam sia teda dtg pigi practice bah! Sorry ah”….everyone laughed at her spontaneous reaction”….her father sang as well and the sister compete in the sugandoi event….she got 2ndplace.
On Sunday, second day of the festival, while Stacy’s father perform on stage, Stacy arrived with the Trek Selebriti team….wah….apa lagi, kena serbu lah diorang…..Jimmy Shanley was there too…..i think Ajai’s gonna be wife was the manager who escorted her….unfortunately, due to tied up with the recording company contract (Maestro lah kali kan!), she cannot perform…she just came to shoot one of the Trek Selebriti clip….she was at the festival only for about half an hour……

saja..saja

2008-06-16T17:31:00.003+08:00

since last week, my activity at nite/early morning is watching the Euro 2008 matches...walaupun mengantuk....i'm watching it alone; wishing i could watch together with my hubby.....at least ada juga orang mau gaduh sama sia bah....everytime i fall asleep, my baby is kicking...waking me up not to miss the goals....talking about my baby, i haven't find any name yet....i really dunno what to name. Even my hubby also have no idea what to name.....kalau susah-susah, sia kasih nama ja Julia Robert.

Yahooooo again!

2008-06-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

ok...maybe this is a little bit too late but i still wanna celebrate this...the week between 18th May and 24th May was a good week for me!...first of all MANCHESTER UNITED WON THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!! then DAVID COOK won the AMerican idol 7!!!!....plus my team (tricubes guys team) got 2nd place in futsal tournament which they never won before and STACY won the AF6!!!!...ah ha.....what a great week!

Heavyweight!

2008-06-04T16:45:00.003+08:00

I went to see doc recently and kena marah kaw-kaw!...aiyaaa...He said, i gained 10kg in 2 and half month which is not supposed to be like that...so kena blah blah blah.....aiya....what to do also, my tummy always hungry....plus, everybody encourage me to eat more(alasan ja bah!)...he said, i should not eat and drink sweat stuff....actually i have stopped eating ice-cream, and other sweat food....but perhaps i ate too frequent which made me gained that a lot!!!....kotoh!

MU OR CHELSEA????

2008-05-08T11:42:00.003+08:00

so who will win this year Premier League? Chelsea or MU?.... and who will win this year Champion's League? MU or Chelsea?
dua-dua pun kuat...susah juga mau predict ni....of course sia mau MU menang both cup...but because of Chelsea lama teda cup and first time pi champion's league final, misti diorang berabis tu....bikin takut juga oh...
Chelsea ada Drogba, Ballack, Lampard, Terry, Savchenko....huiyooo....kuat oh. Advantage diorang ni, diorang bersemangat betul mau dpt cup.
MU ada Giggs, Ronaldo, Rooney (kalau fit), Carrick.....bulih tahan jugalah....advantage MU pula strong mentality!....no other team can beat their mentality.

SCHOLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-30T16:55:00.002+08:00

Yahooooooooooooo.com!!!!!!!!!!!.....MU won! MU vs Barcelona second leg semifinal champions league.....thanks to Paul Scholes's magnificent shot!....this mean MU will go to Moscow for the final!

makan! makan! makan!

2008-04-29T15:35:00.003+08:00

ok...my tummy is getting bigger and i think my legs as well...2 weeks ago the nurse told me that I’ve gained so drastically in a month!....from 60.5kg to 65.5kg....and last nite i find myself 2kg heavier....which is 67.5kg...wahwahwahawahawh!....
and someone just told me that I am very GUMUK compared to 3 weeks ago. I remember 6 weeks ago when i visited the same clinic, the doc have warned me that i might gain 3 to 4kg in a month....but instead i gained 5kg!!!!.......uhukuhukuhuk!.
The doc has told me to stop eating ice-cream and I did....otherwise i'll have diabetes or high blood...but the doc said i'm not overweight yet.
Sometimes I just really want to eat more and more ice cream....tahan! Imelda!tahan!....
I ate lots of prune cake and yam cake recently.....which i think have contributed to my weight gain....and i can easily get hungry in the morning...every hour i just want to eat something!...cakui kawin kaya, mee guring mamak, mee soup, roti kahwin, tea tarik, milo....by noon sia mau makan nasi, mee guring, kfc, pizza....petang kurang sikit....malam inda brapa tapi terasa ja mau makan sikilim tapi tahan-tahan....
and the weird part is....makin sia berat, makin sia rasa mau main bula atau swimming, atau tampar urang....kunun supaya fit and turun berat...tapi mana bulih kan?
anyway....i'm getting happier with this 'development' but nervous......push!push!push!...

Champions League Semifinal 1st leg result....

2008-04-24T17:41:00.003+08:00

Liverpool 1- 1 Chelsea....Barcelona 0-0 Man Utd.....advantage to Chelsea and Barcelona....MU will have great pressure in homeground when Barca visit them next week....Susah hati sia!....abis tu defence MU kadang-kadang buduh-buduh....Sudahlah Barcelona ada Thiery Henry sama Messi....kalau si Ronaldinho tiba-tiba muncul...habis MU....sia harap2 MU kuat mentaliti and kasih karas itu defence.

American Idol....

2008-04-24T10:07:00.002+08:00

Last nite in American Idol 7, i love both Davids' performances.....gosh....they are getting really good....my dad likes David Archuleta's vocal....my mom too....
After the David Cook's performance Always be my baby last week....i really start to adore his creativity. He's really original and fresh....Even, Simon Cowell starts to admire this guy ability bringing up fresh sound to any songs.
Yet, i still love Archuleta's vocal.....he just need to be more competitive to Cook...i'm sure both of them can come out with one great show in the final....

Oh yeah!...moving up to Stacy (Af6)...this girl is really good!....sia suka butul gaya dia yg natural tu....angadit, cute and fun!....macamtu la bah prempuan P'pang..si Velvet pun camtu bah dulu, Pinampang juga bah dia....ngadit, cute and fun!....kalau Stacy menten prestasi dia...sia rasa dia bulih manang....vocal pun power bah!...hihihihi

Ohhhhhhhhh...........Secret Garden

2008-04-18T14:44:00.003+08:00

Ok....this is one of my favourite song of all time....Secret Garden by Bruce Springsteen, taken from Jerry Maguire.....also one of my favourite movie....

Say - John Mayer

2008-04-18T12:56:00.002+08:00

John Mayer......love this guy!...apart from sexy and i think he's hot, hmmmm, i love the way he plays the guitar with the unique vocal and very meaningful songs he writes and here is the latest video i've just watch on youtube....thanks youtube! .....

Buntu....

2008-04-16T15:13:00.002+08:00

really buntu day.....i dunno what to write here but i feel i need to update something. Watch out the American Idol tonight for Mariah Carey's theme.....Mariah is one of my fav. singer....I love her old numbers......'Whenever you call', 'Always be my baby', 'Hero', Dreamlover', 'There's got to be a way', 'I don't wanna cry'...etc....Her Musicbox album is still one of the best for me....love it!. And....also love her Christmas album.....
Tomorrow i'm supposed to meet one of the very important people here....But i have not receive any confirmation yet on the appointment. It's for the good of everyone here. Not sabotaging people....but i guess it need to be reported for the sake of this crappy place. I'm expecting this would be 'hot and harsh' meeting but i got to do what i've got to do......corruption, unfair, favouritism, harrasment, bullies, incompetent, coward etc.....

Champions League....

2008-04-10T10:23:00.004+08:00

Nah ....Semifinal Champions League will be Liverpool VS Chelsea (mcm Jeddy vs Gidong/Lalin), Man Utd VS Barcelona...... Everybody is predicting Liverpool gonna defeat Chelsea to march into final by looking at the record sheet of Champions League…..
Man Utd VS Barcelona….50-50…..Man Utd should take this chance as they have better advantage than Barcelona who have internal crisis of their players….ah ha…..
So would it be Man Utd Vs Liverpool in Final? This would be just like ME (Man Utd) VS MY HUBBY (Liverpool)….Anyway, I cross my finger…..anything can happen in semifinal.

MayFirst

2008-04-07T11:52:00.002+08:00

If you guys are following the Akademi Fantasia 6....you may notice the MayFirst advert. My mom kinda wondering what is the advert about. So she asked yesterday "is it to promote the labour day?".....me and my sis ketawa ja....

Yesterday.....

2008-04-04T09:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to renew my driving license at the post office Inanam (which was overdued for almost two months.....sia lupa oh....kalau mami sia tau, misti kana bolotok!). I parked my car next to a very old hidious car. Perhaps 1970's car....The rusted car seemed to be abandoned and i bet it doesn't move anymore....
But as I get down from my car, there was this poor old man… dirty, in short pant and faded shirt, long hair with white patches here and there....... he opened the rusted car and took out some stuff from that car……and I realize there were a lot of things inside the car…pail, toiletries, clothing, old newspaper, boxes… …..ohhh then I realize…this poor guy is living in that car! Kasian oh….I was standing there for quite sometimes looking at him and suddenly he brings his mechanic tools to a proton car which is parked next to his.
The owner of the proton car asked him to service his car….eiiii…bagus juga oh….ada org kasih dia kerja and bayar gaji …..tapi kesianlah that old guy seems not healthy… he is limping…. I wish I can do something to help him….but I am afraid. Mana tau dia serang or doesn’t like to be bothered….abis muka dia ganas sikit. Kalau dia serang sia, mana sia dapat lari dlm keadaan sia camni….

Katii Kou!!

2008-04-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

hello ebribodi, sia test dulu ah. Bisuk baru sia blog.